KITA :(

heloo hye bonjour,
eyka here .
ouh, idk what to say . just want to share myfeelings right now . okay KITA JAUH kan? memang sangat jauh . org kata jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati . tapi situasi kita dekat di mata jauh di hati. ape cer? pelik betul quotes tu tapi itu lah realiti sebenar kan . i know she got same feeling with me , but SERIOUSLY idk what to do . im very sad cuz i cant solve this problem, cant think for better relationship . eyka takboleh nak study hari nie sebab dia, sebab dia dan sebab dia . ouh okay masa balik kita dah okay SIKIT, means kita dah boleh tegur dan joking even im still hurt :'( but TODAY thats wounds bleeding again . 


"qila : knp tak pergi sekolah tadi? ramai tanya kau, xpecially qayyum .
eykaa: haa? knp pergi sekolah? ada apa? tadi korang sekolah?
qila: lah, tadi ex-student semu dtg sekolah jumpa kitorang .
eykaa: (dengan sakit hati, dgn luka yg dalam) what? diorang dtg sekolah? tak ajak aku?
qila: laaaaa ingat kau tahu"


OMG i feel like HELLLLLLL!
okay takdihargai langsung . how dare you forgetting about me? but why? did i've done something bad to you? wht else the reason? ohmaigaaddddddd :'( and pergi rumah dia . kakak dia keluar kata dia takde hantar __ and ___. ouh okay lagi sekali sakit hati . 'qila tolong aku qilaa . aku sakit qila , sakit sangat!' :( lepas tu nampak pasar ajak qila pergi . tgh bawak motor tu eykaa stil fikir knp diaorg buat eyka macam tu?! :/ then qila jerit, 'eykaaaaaaaa!!' 
omg! kereta kat depan . dgn berdebar debar dan kelam kabut control handle , nasib baik tak langgar apa apa, dan tak masuk longkang . haha kan malu nanti, dah laa depan budaklepak . sumpah tebal gilaa muka niee -,- then balik tuu suruh qila bawak , yelah emosi terganggu kan, mcm2 boleh jadi :'( okay sakit hati, mkan hati dan macam2 agi . idk what to do right now . 


then eyka text diorang say thanks for the things , and dia salahkan eyka lagi . haaaa haaaa ahhhhh aku yg salah, ye aku salahhhhh! JUST FORGET ABOUT ME , AND FORGET AS WE DIDNT RECOGNISE FOR OUR LIFE-TIME . thats the things that you want from me right? memang eykaa yg pentingkan 4A , memang memang budak class B takpernah dtg dekat cube lepas tu cerita bisik bisik , memang tak sakit hati kannnnnn :) memang kau cerita semua secret dgn eyka, memang kau selalu cakap dgn eykaa , memang eykaa tak wujud dekat D23 kann? yahh, sumpah takpernah rasa sesakit nie drpd seorang insan bernama TEMAN .
p/s taktahu knp eyka sayang sangat dekat dia and takpernah boleh lupakan dia sbg seorg kawan . okay, eyka kau bodoh .