goodbye 2011 :'(

assalamualaikum.
okay lama kan tak update, hee sorry busy sikit menghabiskan waktu-waktu terakhir sebelum menjelang 2012. hmmm on 2012 dah boleh agak how it will goes. i will very busy running to class, learning like hell, and its a sacrifice from a student. idk but surely i want 9A's for SPM :) insya Allah.

catatan 2011. everything's going okay but a little of sadness for sure. and its called life :D
and know what? this week asyik berkepit dgn pakcik amza. okay it was such a wonderful time. and i never forget every single moment with him. Eyka. tolong prove dekat orang yg 9A PMR tu bukan kebetulan . Insya Allah tahun 2012, ibu ayah akan jadi bangga dgn result nanti. Aminnn~

utk pengetahuan, time kemas baju and barang-2 ni lah time air mata yg ditahan jatuh satu persatu. bukan manja sangat tapi entah. sayu gilaaa, buat org yg duduk asrama, yg berjauhan dgn parents mungkin mereka akan faham :') ''Ya Allah, berkatilah pemergian aku menuntut ilmumu :'( semoga pengorbanan ini menjadikan aku lebih kuat ''

buat insan yg dirindui selalu iloveyousomuch bie. harap sgt even kita jauh tapi kasih kita biarlah sama macam sekarang :') saya selalu rindukan awak. i need your trust, your understanding, your sacrifice this coming year sayangg. sumpah i'm going to miss you so much! budak manja eyka ni takkan nakal dekat sana. trust me mydear <3

oh btw hope sgt chinese new year dapat cuti. 2hari pun jadilah kann :') asalkan dapat balik rumah. betullah orang kata rumahku syurgaku. bila stress, asramaku, hell! hahaha  biasalah tu student right. oh btw tahun ni kena pakai baju colour putih dgn kain colour hitam. kononnya lembaga disiplin pelajar maktab hahaha harap-2lah boleh handle tugas ni dgn baik :'D insya Allah

errrrr sedih nyaaaaaaa :'( :'( tapi bila ingat tadi mesti gelak. tadi kan kan ada org kan salah motor tauu. hahahaha sian dia malu malu meow gitu, merah muka even malam-2 nampak tau. haha lepastu lepak kejap depn lorong tu, nice! for qila thanks for everything :) you make my night awesome hihihi for amza you are everything to me <3

credit to amza and aqilah :')

its true, i do really love you

Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya
Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

Tuhan aku tahu banyak dosa ku
Hanya ingat Kamu kala duka ku
Namun hanya Kamu yang mampu membuka
Pintu hatinya untuk cintaku

Malam kau bawalah rinduku
Untuk dirinya yang jauh dari ku
Agar dia tidak kesepian
Selalu rasa ada cinta agung

Hujan bawa air mata ku
Yang mengalir membasuh luka ku
Agar dia tahu ku terseksa
Tanpa cinta dia di hatiku
Hanya mampu terserah
Moga cahaya di penanti


Tuhan tolong lembutkan hati dia
Untuk terima ku seadanya

Kerna ku tak sanggup
Kerna ku tak mampu
Hidup tanpa dia di sisi ku

MAJLIS CUKUR JAMBUL

assalamualaikum kawan.


okay nak cerita hari ahad lepas, pergi Majlis aqiqah dan cukur jambul Ahmad Aisy Rizqy yg berumur 4bulan dekat kg gombak, kuang. hewhew okay meriah kot. majlis cukur jambul sekarang ni pun dah macam majlis perkahwinan kan kann. macam biasalah ada marhaban and so on. yang untungnya aish nie, dia cukur jambul dua kali sebab atok dgn nenek dia ni ada dua kumpulan marhaban, lelaki dan perempuan :) so agak lama lah kenduri nie. eyka and family dah gerak pergi masa hari sabtu lagi, tolong-menolong kan dapat pahala :D so dua hari duduk sana, line pulak tak ada. kadang-2 text pun tak dapat tauu. call lagi ler haram jadah memang takde line -,- memang agak bersabar, dah laa rindu org tu, tak dapat jumpa :(


yang bestnye eyka jadi photographer time kenduri ni, sumpah best gilaaaa kalau ada DSLR kannnnn. ibu nak DSLR :( ibu kata, kalau straight A for SPM, boleh laaaa ibu hadiahkan DSLR :D okay insya Allah boleh, amiiin~ so DSLR tu kepunyaan abg Asri, daddy Aisy. berat kot camera tu sebab mahal kot, lagipun abg Asri part-time photographer. huu bestnyeeee!


ramai yg datang, saudara-mara semua. tapi pakSu spend lama sikit dekat sana. okay bangga, cousins semua lawa-2 and handsome-2 kannnnn. pakSu cerita anak second dia pergi Paris kot, study dekat sana. whoooaaaa :D sumpah best kan. harap-2 lah eyka boleh ikut jejak dia. huhuhu. lepas tu masa duduk-2, paksu cakap eh muka eyka macam NajwaLatif kan. lepastu cousins pun kata :$ malu wehhhhh :D hahaha then ada family kak Jay masuk rumah nak snap-2 pictures. lepas tu dorang pun kata muka macam Najwa. errgghhhh hahaha lagi malu, ramai pulok saudara-mara dia -,-


soo lets check it out :D

families :3

Aisy Rizqy and daddy :D

the friendship x)

A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same. A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down. But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life, and thanks to a benevolent arrangement the greater part of life is sunshine.Friendship… is not something you learn in school. But if you haven’t learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven’t learned anything.When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks.

"Friendship? Yes Please." 


okay we have discovered what meant by true friends . but idk who are my true friends because i love all my friends . sometimes we choose a friend to be our true friends but without our know, we have hurt the friend that always be there beside us, who always heard our happiness and sadness.


okay i'm not saying that i'm a good friend but ive never give a difference amongst my friends, no true friends at all because all friends are the same. and i know what her feelings when we say that she's not our true friends. and i've through it, based on my experience. trust that!

my friends :)

we share EVERYTHING! thats called TRUE FRIENDS

assalamualaikum :D 
hello! i've nothing to tell you about my story, but i've something that must be read :


Which baby are you?
JANUARY BABY
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. 

FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. 

MARCH BABY
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. 

APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. 

MAY BABY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. 

JUNE BABY
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!


JULY BABY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. 

AUGUST BABY
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. HATES STUDYING. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. 

SEPTEMBER BABY
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. 

OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. 

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Hey hey, know why i highlighted that AUGUST BABY? yeah. i am AUGUST BABY :3

skype :D

assalamualaikum, hye semua :D
okay post ni takde apa pun nak share. cuma bufie kita kan dah ada skype kan kan . kita happy sgt dapat skype dgn dia hari-2 tau . awwww <3 haha eyka menggedik! takpe lah ni blog kita kann :) hahaha awak tahu tak saya gembira gilaa skype dgn awak and rasa mcm taknak berhenti skype je tauu! 


Ya Allah , jangan pisahkan kami berdua, kerna aku sangat mencintai dia ^^ indah rupanya bila kita setia dengan yg satu kan :P (okay mcm dedahkan rahsia lama pulak) hahah okay apa-2 pun ni hari first kita skype dgn dia, ptg tadi eyka skype 3org, amza and sufi hahah dorang malu-2 pulok padahal eyka really need them in mylife . hihi . even kena pakai tudung sepanjang masa tapi eyka tak kisah, rimas ke tak asalkan boleh skype dgn yg tersayang kan kan kan :D 


okay that night he suprised me when he wore songkok while skype-ing with me . sumpah suka gilaaaa tgk bie pakai songkok . AWESOME sangat! 

aww comel kann . hihi , ehh dia milik saya okayy fullstop :)

FUCK THE STRANGERS!

Assalamualaikum . okay tragis lah benda nie :'(
yesterday i had a date with my lovely boy . its such a wonderful time ever . oh okay pergi 4 org, Eyka Amza Amin Suhana . we enjoyed ourself together . the twilight saga was awesome! i love this movie damn much . and i love timesquare <3 sumpah kalau shopping best gilaaaa :D its just like a heaven wink wink!(n_n)

oh okay sampai ktm teluk gadong pukul 7.38 malam. then Suhana and Amin balik dulu . ramai lagi masa tu, ramai yg nak pergi KL . lepas semua org dah masuk ktm, tinggal Eyka dgn Amza je. hm, tapi Amza macam senyap je. knp eh? is it i've hurt him? erm entahlah tapi seriously dingin gilaaaa :( okay terasa sikit tapi tak kisah pun :) then Amza still tunggu dekat bahagian atas. eyka duduk sorang-2 dekat bawah station tu .


tiba-2 a guy datang tanya pukul berapa . tiba-2 dia tarik beg eyka . oh okay tak melawan pun and macam berserah je ( Amza cakap) hahahah yelah nak buat apa lagi kannn . amza kejar org tu tapi tak sempat :( org tu naik motor . the hell FUCKYOUUUUUUUUUUU! lah peragut. tahu tak semua harta ada dalam tuuu :'( macam tak percaya je kena ragut :'(


the bag content myKad, bank card ada dua, digital camera, handphone, broadband, pendrive, money. errgghhhhhhh! i dont know what to say, im fucked off with that strangers! sumpah muka dia still cam lagi and pernah nampak dkt area rumah -,-


okay benda ni tak elok nak disesalkan lagi, just BEWARE WITH STRANGERS and DONT EVER TALK TO STRANGERS . kadang-2 kita takboleh nak agak tindakan seseorang ryte . im okay, just takpuas hatiiii :( sekarang sehelai sepinggang okayy . haha yg tinggal cuma lappy ni ha :D nasib baik tak bawak sekali kannn :D


okay alhamdulillah eyka okay je, tak ada cedera mana-2 pun except hati ni ha. hehehe, tapi yg pelik masa kejadian ni berlaku ada org yg Emo tak tentu pasal, hihi eyka relaks je kot :D Ouh maybe he just too worried about me rite :) credit to Amza, thanks for the beautiful day :) i love HIM damn muchh <3

im always need you :)